It might be the last limelight.

Haha. I still remember there was a time, when we have to prepare for a concert. My class, for the first time, we need to wear according to their theme and go to Esplanade to watch our beloved band concert. They are the only one that have limelight concert, I think mainly because they always maintain their "Gold with Honours" standard. That time, our choir was still a sliver group choir.

Now, this year, 2013. It will my last time attending Limelight as an amksian student.
We have the chance to sit right infront of the stag this time round, as what our class deduced because we are the graduating classes. Most of the graduating classes were in-front. :D
I was wearing a bit too glam, too formal. Many people said it looked like a prom night dress instead of a formal dress. Haha.
I have to admit, I did not really enjoy my night in the concert.

I think this dress looked pretty normal to most of my close friend. I did not wear this dress out often, but I mention it many times, I guess. Noone gives a damn about what I was wearing,only my height.
I think it is too formal to even catch people's attention.
At first, I thought and want to take many photos with my classmates, especially those class's spot lights. But this year, I did not even take as much photos as last year, when I was wearing just a pure-white laced dress and I was so fat that time.
So, when I was among a group of people, the feeling of loneliness just crushed me, badly. The feeling of being alone among a crowd is the worst feeling a person could ever feel. I feel so bad, I just feel like crying, I feel like just walk out of the concert home during the 20 mins intermission break and just take the train home. That was my thinking for the whole day. I did not stay for long indeed, as I wanted to give Matthew, his birthday cake and he was rushing me like mad when I was wearing heels. I could not walk fast like my usual pace and I left my friends first.
I was glad that Amira they waited for me as I asked her to take a photo with me, I am so touched. I did not have the chance to take with the others, this was what I regreted for this year's limelight. I will pay back, I will work doubly hard for 21st Nov, although it turns out that , there is only 10 people going in my class. ><

In the end, I did regreted and I have to admit that I think too much. :D , I need to be more open towards stuffs. So, I promise not to regret anymore. & I want to make memories, I want to make every moment meaningful therefore I will not think too much and i just have to be thick-skin enough to ask for it. I will get what I want if I work for it. :D , that is my moral value, not going to disappoint my own value :D

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING GUYS. I LOVE 5A2'2013 :D

Ana, our late queen & Me <3

Late Queen & Khalidah, Jonas Fan 

 Khalidah and me, wow. 5 years of friendships, there were our own ups and downs. :D 

My Dear Junior (2013 President) 

Joker in class. 

I always want to take photo with Amira and the group. I hope I have the chance next time, I promise, I will hunt you all down just for the photos, WATCH OUT GUYS :D

Happy 17th to myself (:

Happy 17th To Alyy ! (: 

Thanks for the 2 groups above for celebrating my sweet 17th. Although it was an age that is not that important, but I am still thankful that you all still remember my birthday. 

Firstly, I will want to thanked my dearest bf & my dearest soul-mate. 

They are the best! At first, I was expecting an Underwater World only, as that was what I told them, I thought that was a very rediculous request, so I added "Just Kidding" behind, until a night before, Melvin called and asked me to be at MRT station at 8.30am the next morning. 

I was curious on what were we going to do on my bday, since the last time I remember , me and Junwen going to one venue early was to catch the rides in USS. As, there will be many people gather as time goes by. :P 

In the end, I was surprised that we are going to Adventure Cove :D 

I am sorry that I could not remember much already and i have to admit that I am super lazy to type despite I wrote down on my diary. 

We have played all the rides, and Melvin wanted to play a few more hours as the tickets does not comes easy and it is not cheap :D , 

AWWWW, THANKS. 

Our first ride that required us to queue up for half an hour was the most distinguished and fun one. 

Is like a water roller coaster and without seat belt ! :D .

I was so shy in there, cause that was the first time that I wore my sports bra ONLY and walk around an open space. It was no choice cause I did not bring extra shirt. I refused to do so, as I do not have a nice figure, looking at my tummy, it could get people turn off :( 

I am glad that Melvin & Junwen did not mind :D. 

This have gave me another aim to work to, Is to go Adventure Cove with a flat tummy and nicer figure!" . 

Melvin even treat me to a meal after everything, I swear we are all dying after water sports :D 

The trip was wonderful, thanks guy :D 

I was being random.

I was being random, and I shared this video like weeks or months ago in facebook.
And I re-watched it,and I'm still very touched and amazed by it.
This have write out the life of an army guy and his true love, how they get together, married, have a baby daughter, and to war till the end. It is beautiful clip and performance.
Wow, and they know how to make use of the lights and their shadows. I think I wrote this in this blog before. I think I am repeating everything again :P



This made me laugh all the time, and most of the babies looked alike god.


This is the loveliest video, I have watched. & I aimed to have a sweet and cute love like that. :)

Psy was famous in S.Korea , Our "PSI" is famous too.

Wow, looking at the haze once I woke up since the last 2 days.
I thought what had happened, I thought that "ghost month" was here when I woke up, as the haze got heavier. To me, is like a usual thing, like whenever there was a haze or outside looked so foggy, I will just follow what the crowd do, twit it or write a status in facebook >< .
But, wow, the haze was so heavy 2 days ago, I can't see what opposite my block clearly, and even my house's nearest tree seems to be blocked. I thought it was my vision, but I was wearing my specs.

Spending an almost a whole day in my room that day, my twitter's timeline was flooded with "#Sghaze" twits. And I have found out our famous "PSI" , It means Pollutant Standard Index. And I have found out that it raised to 90 in the afternoon, and 130+ at night. I do not know what are the legends for it, I went and found out about this, and found out that it was at the unhealthy range. WOWOWOWO.

So, one day passed, and when I woke up and looked through my window yesterday, the haze seems to fade. and I thought it will last for a week at least, but it turns worst at noon.
And as days passed by, the PSI number have been breaking record, it breaks national record of 227 in year 1997 with 250. That was not the worst it went, it went up to 321 at 10pm on Wednesday. People said higher.
Friday's night, it turns out that our PSI dropped to 135, but it increased always during midnight.
So, when I woke up just now, I was hoping and praying that I will see a less haze view, but it did not turns out that way. What can we do, we cant stop this from happening, as we do not have the capability to do so.
But, I believe there will be somethings that we can do within the nation .

This is how bad haze had made Singapore to :

Some tweets or photo of people's comment on either Indonesia or Singapore.
I think it make sense and worth working our thinking cells and reflect on what we have done.

(Comment to what Indonesia's government had said) 

I find this a well said post. As it really reflects on what people have done and should have done.
We should not be expecting too much, as haze is not an one-day-settle thing. Yes, we are expecting improvements, but what we got was PSI increasing.
I like what he had typed for the last paragraph.

And what can we do , is just a helping-hand.
I liked one video, maybe I want to be a kind soul, that why I like it. But honestly, we can improve on the quality of air, therefore, just give a helping hand to others, you will never know, how much that one bottle of liang cha or one mask can help them :D

Now you see me, Now you don't

Finally a movie, I have finally watched a movie since dont know when. It was not that long time ago, just that I was quite active when it comes to movies.
Due to studies, and the nearing O level, I have no time for it at all.

Watched "NOW YOU SEE ME" with Melvin last night. It was nice.
This movie came last min, I was shocked when Melvin asked me whether if I want to watch a movie at this time or not, I was alright with it, but of coz problem comes when it comes to financial.
I like the movie,the twist was really unexpected.
I will talked more later, need to study. Byes . ：）